How do you take the pain away? No one knows how to stop cutting the tiny bits of being ok away..I thrive to live and embrace pain.If i could i would carry each burden and pain for you,because i'd rather be unhappy then to see you suffer.You get two things in life: The sufferer and the witness. I want to feel your suffering, to know what you carry with you everyday. My own pain and misery no longer matters,because you are the only thing that matters to me! I lost you to someone else, and i wish every bit of happiness to you just because i love you so much that i would give my life for you.. All is fair in love and war..
At this moment tears are dripping down my cheek,and i wonder why i always end up in this position.I hate loving u!!!I dont want to love u anymore,because i just end up getting hurt!You hurt me because u know i love u and i'll forgive u no matter what.BUT i cant do this anymore,i cant forgive and forget everytime.My heart is broken into pieces because of u!!I hate loving u!!!You treat me like shit!You break my heart everytime you ditch me to be with your friends.I'm only good enough when they are busy or gone home.Im not your number one ,but you are mine.Im done being the broken hearted girl!Im done being your alternative!Because even when your sitting next to me,your still not there!!I hate loving u!!!I feel my heart shattering everytime u dissapoint me..It's not fair!You are not who i want my future man to be.You will never man up,and be as perfect as i expect u to be.I hate loving u!!!I hate caring!!!I hate forgiving u!!!I hate getting hurt!!I hate being you girlfriend!!!I dont want to suffer like this anymore!!!I HATE LOVING YOU!!!!
And even though u broke my heart,and probably will do it again tommorow.. I still love u.
Why does everyone instantly just judge? I recently broke up with my boyfriend of ten months and we got back together after 2 weeks.Crazy right?But obviously now i'm the terrible girl.. People dont change..situations change people! XoXo